Interconnectedness and Growth

Interconnectedness and Growth

When I was misusing alcohol, I knew little about interconnectedness. However, I gained invaluable knowledge when admitted to Homewood for alcoholism, about how my history of trauma and being told to be silent as a child and not being allowed to be heard led to my alcohol misuse. My trauma began with repeated messages from my parents in my small rural community in Trinidad. "You are stupid; you will not succeed in life; just stick to your own type."

Since my recovery, I have tried to be the best version of myself, taking chances and connecting with others. Before seeking treatment, I was too frightened even to say, "Hello, and how are you?" to start a conversation. I always felt feet unworthy when speaking with another human being. 

After learning about the interconnectedness of my illiteracy, race, sex, and trauma, I took a chance and returned to…